Now is 9.50AM..monday morning....the day when my MST1 is going to arrive!!!juz a few more hours i will be going to school le...i so scared!!!caz 1st time exam in SP...dunno wat to wear to go exam...the test duration is 1 hour...scare ltr no time to do finish the paper...AhhhHhhhH!!!!!!!!!!!sSO STRESSED!!!dis post might be a little bit short...caz muz spend more time on studying...but i wan to shout out how stressed up am i so i post lorx...today the eng tat i type maybe a little bit confusing...caz i don even know wat am i talking...all i know is tat i am VERY STRESSED!!!!today subject is somehow same as physics...n tat is bh weakest...last time ask her how to do dis qn she say oh...dis chapter i dunno wan...if ask her other topics wan maybe she know how to do...tat is wat she say...is about all the series parallel circuit...power, ohm's law...aiya...all kinds of law lah...yh got dis subject also...so she can teach...so is my maths,,,last time go her hse study...she teach me...but i so scared!!!when she teach she sound so fierce...caz she is serious...i not xi guan dis kind of yh...the yh i know is very crazy wan...like the patient in the mental hospital...so high!!!
next is regarding bh...pls don be so cold towards us(me n yh)...u hav been so cold dis few days...tat is so not like u...then i tink fri or sat i call yh asking her about the sat trip to op...then she say she not going le caz she wanna study...she got sent me sms bt i dunno...she say then i know wan...oh ya...i rmb...is friday...caz fri my mood is very unstable...when talking to yh i keep crying...i juz cant explain the reason...juz feel like crying...all i know is tat bh n yh is in the reason tat i cry...n maybe the lion also...the triangle is going to break le...i not talking about the kinda boy gal relationship ok...so don tink crooked!!!to me is a friendship triangle...caz is made up of three person including me of course...n one of the point is breaking...i know is a bit hard to understand...but when i tink of we not going out on sat makes me wanna cry...tat is part of the reason...i duwan the triangle to break...NEVER!!!!!i lov dis triangle...its the closest to me...caz from young nobody wanna be fren wit me caz of my appearance, my size...dis two points r the 1st two fren tat ask me go take neo...watch movie...play arcade...go out study together...cum my hse play...eat instant noodles in my room...watch tv(the quan n ruixi) n SEAH BAO HUI!!!WHERE IS MY DISC!!!!!i really is a water tap...even now i am crying as i type...sometimes i really hate other pp...wat is there to laugh???they tink laughing at others is very funny...is there any joy in it???as if they wanna be borned tat way...tat kind of looks...tat kind of size...of couse it is obvious tat i am talking about myself...wich gal in the world wanna be gigantic...ans is no...n so do I...i don wish to be gigantic...i tried to change but cant...i even go pray to let me slim down...i wanna exercise...but i cant do it alone...i need someone to pei me...i am scared of being alone...my parents r old now...they cant pei me go play badminton...i played wit them b4...but now no more...they too old...ltr not careful enough one turn...aiya...i sprain me back...when i do anything i wan some pp to company me...tat is my attitude...like when i study...young like primary school...when my mum haven work as a baby-sitter...she was always there for me...watching me do my homework...last time pri got the writing of chinese words so call xi zi...after i rite finish...let her see...caz last time my handwriting very nice n neat tat is wat the cher n my parents say...she will say ok lorz...do finish all the hw le mah???if do finish can go watch tv...i wan tat life...but now no more...juz few days ago my maths quiz got full marks...i told her but she doesn react...then dunno how a quarrel between me n her erupted...then i scold her i try my best to get a full marks for her y muz u scold me...the reason i wanna get a full marks is to make u happy...caz u hav been a gloomy face since working as a baby-sitter......i wan someone to dote on me...i know somebody might tink tat is bcaz i am young so she act liddat...i agree wit dis...but the sat when me n the Hs were suppose to go out but nv in the end...i go to jurong wit my mum...i do my PEEE practice there...at the kopitiam 2nd floor...she sit there pei me...then at 1st i tried the qn but dunno how to do...muz go home ask bro...then the other paper...1st qn dunno again...then still got two more qn...when i sigh she know i do wrong...then i smile at her...asking her "u tink i do correct or wrong?"...she say wrong...she likes to say the opposite when i ask her something...i know dis is very lame...but i am childish...i admit...then after i do finish the papers...we go to the arcade...as i tell yh...i wanna shout...but cannot shout in shopping cantre so i play the drum...two times..so total play 6 songs...but b4 tat we go play the catch catch...yh knows...i catch a minnie mouse...wearing pink...then after play finish the drum go to the catch catch there again...catch another one minnie in blue n mickey in blue also...hahaha...a couple...but my mum giv the blue minnie to the tingting...then we go walk outside the shops...below is a little bit disgusting so beta don read...we holding hands together...walk walk...went into the bakery shop, the converters shop then take MRT gi home...tat day was my happy day...so happy...i type for quite a long time already...so it all ends here now...i mean the post...
SO BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!!
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