hello all~~
now i am @ home..
hahha..
today is a emo day for me..
yup..
it is another emo post..
dis morning..
yh sms me say meet me after i release from work...
then @ about 4.30pm..
she sms say she cannot go..
caz someone don let her go or blah blah blah..
i oso duno the reason..
i nv tell my 2 frens though..
haha..
i am bad i noe..
i duwan dem to worry bah..
haha..
lol..
tot they will worry about me..
haha..
nobody worry about me in my life b4..
yup..
so Pei Ling and Wendy tk the train towards Pasir Ris..
while me tk to boon lay lor..
caz i say meeting with my fren @ dere de mah..
but in the end bo meet..
lol...
then i wander dere for like almost 2 hours?
stand dere for 1 hour outside pizza hut..
my fren nv see me sia..
i so big size stil cant see me.,
lol..
i don dare go in..
so many ppl...
haha..
then went down to find seats..
then don have..zzz
ppl sure tot i siao one..
caz stand dere for 1 hour..
then tk escalator down n up agn..
lol..
then i go to the community library lo..
return books..
while waiting for my dad..
i go in n borrow some eng books ^^
time passes so fast..
one more week till our ITP end..
i am still scare of the jumpsuit..
they haven contact me yet sia..
i am damn worried about tt..
today was a fun day @ sch..
i tk Wendy's wallet n don giv her back..
haha..
they both bully me ..haha..
wanna snatch bck..
but they cant ^^
i "protect" it well =)
but when go bck to the room..
then Pei Ling took it when i not holding it in my hands!
ROAR!!!
hahahahaha...
then got i tk a video of Wendy n the dummy...
she tell me don post..
haha..
so i nv post lo..
juz now on the way to boon lay..
i cried in the mrt..
so embarrassed lor..
then juz now inside the bathroom..
i cried agn..
its gd to cry when bathing..
u will not noe tt is tears or water =)
i soak my face inside the water...
haha..
then after tt..
went to maple find bh...
tok to her..
maple is the oni place whr i have frens n someone to tok with..
tt is y i maple..
but true frens r few..
one is yam f3..another of course is my Eternal4eva..etc..
then i say i wish i am dead..
then i will have no worries...
i will not have to cry over tinks..
blah blah blah...
then i can even pray for my frens safety in heaven...
haha..
then i say wat if i go cut myself..
then bh say if i do tt she wont tok to me ever agn..
sian..
if she duwan tok to me..
i realli will go jump down from my hse lo..
haha..
i am destined to emo for life..
alone for life..
nobody wan to tok to me..
nobody wanna go out with me..
nobody wanna sms with me..
while other ppl's phone is ringing..
mine is as still as a corpse...
isit finding frens so difficult??
y when i say i am crying or emo-ing..
no ones believe me?
am i a person who cannot be emo?
wheneva i type all dis tink..
i will always cry ..
hard to believe rite..
yh still gimme the nick "water tap" lor..
i juz wan some close frens..
tt's all..
y is my life full of miserables..
i am like a lonely person in a pitch black room..
nobody dares to come near me..
trapped in tt room 4eva..
moni cant buy a fren..
now then i realise..
no matter how much moni u spend on someone..
ppl juz used u..
n i am so stupid..
being fooled agn n agn..
always carrys my lame-ness with me..
a person wich brings joys?
but me alone is full of sadness tt i kept to myself oni..
nobody see me cry b4..
a person with a cover..tt no one sees...
i am too embarrassed to cry in front of ppl..
i am alr being "shoo" to the side le..
if i cry somemore..
its realli embarrassing..
nobody even care..
even if i landed up in a hospital..
i don tink i will have lots of visitors..
ytd my phone drop on the floor n spoil liao..
zzz
then now changd to LG phone..
touch screen de..
my finger so big...
lol..
so hard to use lo..
lol..
i wish tt my 3rd yr in poly goes well..
xpecially the final yr project..
till now still duno the topic we doing..
lol..
3rd yr i muz depend on myself le..
sigh..
my brother is not microE de..
he is Telecom wan..
sigh..
gambateh Candy!!!
haha..
alone alone alone...
everytink oso alone..
haha..
i tink tt's all for today..
i post quite long le..
haha..
time to say gdbye..
i tink i wont so early slp though..
the pillow will be wet..
cry cry cry..
tt is all i noe..
let me cry until my body runs out of water bah..
oh ya..
n btw..
thanks wendy for the video..
wheneva i see tt..
it wil always makes me luff no matter whr i am..
ty so much..
byebye all <33333333333333>
now i am @ home..
hahha..
today is a emo day for me..
yup..
it is another emo post..
dis morning..
yh sms me say meet me after i release from work...
then @ about 4.30pm..
she sms say she cannot go..
caz someone don let her go or blah blah blah..
i oso duno the reason..
i nv tell my 2 frens though..
haha..
i am bad i noe..
i duwan dem to worry bah..
haha..
lol..
tot they will worry about me..
haha..
nobody worry about me in my life b4..
yup..
so Pei Ling and Wendy tk the train towards Pasir Ris..
while me tk to boon lay lor..
caz i say meeting with my fren @ dere de mah..
but in the end bo meet..
lol...
then i wander dere for like almost 2 hours?
stand dere for 1 hour outside pizza hut..
my fren nv see me sia..
i so big size stil cant see me.,
lol..
i don dare go in..
so many ppl...
haha..
then went down to find seats..
then don have..zzz
ppl sure tot i siao one..
caz stand dere for 1 hour..
then tk escalator down n up agn..
lol..
then i go to the community library lo..
return books..
while waiting for my dad..
i go in n borrow some eng books ^^
time passes so fast..
one more week till our ITP end..
i am still scare of the jumpsuit..
they haven contact me yet sia..
i am damn worried about tt..
today was a fun day @ sch..
i tk Wendy's wallet n don giv her back..
haha..
they both bully me ..haha..
wanna snatch bck..
but they cant ^^
i "protect" it well =)
but when go bck to the room..
then Pei Ling took it when i not holding it in my hands!
ROAR!!!
hahahahaha...
then got i tk a video of Wendy n the dummy...
she tell me don post..
haha..
so i nv post lo..
juz now on the way to boon lay..
i cried in the mrt..
so embarrassed lor..
then juz now inside the bathroom..
i cried agn..
its gd to cry when bathing..
u will not noe tt is tears or water =)
i soak my face inside the water...
haha..
then after tt..
went to maple find bh...
tok to her..
maple is the oni place whr i have frens n someone to tok with..
tt is y i maple..
but true frens r few..
one is yam f3..another of course is my Eternal4eva..etc..
then i say i wish i am dead..
then i will have no worries...
i will not have to cry over tinks..
blah blah blah...
then i can even pray for my frens safety in heaven...
haha..
then i say wat if i go cut myself..
then bh say if i do tt she wont tok to me ever agn..
sian..
if she duwan tok to me..
i realli will go jump down from my hse lo..
haha..
i am destined to emo for life..
alone for life..
nobody wan to tok to me..
nobody wanna go out with me..
nobody wanna sms with me..
while other ppl's phone is ringing..
mine is as still as a corpse...
isit finding frens so difficult??
y when i say i am crying or emo-ing..
no ones believe me?
am i a person who cannot be emo?
wheneva i type all dis tink..
i will always cry ..
hard to believe rite..
yh still gimme the nick "water tap" lor..
i juz wan some close frens..
tt's all..
y is my life full of miserables..
i am like a lonely person in a pitch black room..
nobody dares to come near me..
trapped in tt room 4eva..
moni cant buy a fren..
now then i realise..
no matter how much moni u spend on someone..
ppl juz used u..
n i am so stupid..
being fooled agn n agn..
always carrys my lame-ness with me..
a person wich brings joys?
but me alone is full of sadness tt i kept to myself oni..
nobody see me cry b4..
a person with a cover..tt no one sees...
i am too embarrassed to cry in front of ppl..
i am alr being "shoo" to the side le..
if i cry somemore..
its realli embarrassing..
nobody even care..
even if i landed up in a hospital..
i don tink i will have lots of visitors..
ytd my phone drop on the floor n spoil liao..
zzz
then now changd to LG phone..
touch screen de..
my finger so big...
lol..
so hard to use lo..
lol..
i wish tt my 3rd yr in poly goes well..
xpecially the final yr project..
till now still duno the topic we doing..
lol..
3rd yr i muz depend on myself le..
sigh..
my brother is not microE de..
he is Telecom wan..
sigh..
gambateh Candy!!!
haha..
alone alone alone...
everytink oso alone..
haha..
i tink tt's all for today..
i post quite long le..
haha..
time to say gdbye..
i tink i wont so early slp though..
the pillow will be wet..
cry cry cry..
tt is all i noe..
let me cry until my body runs out of water bah..
oh ya..
n btw..
thanks wendy for the video..
wheneva i see tt..
it wil always makes me luff no matter whr i am..
ty so much..
byebye all <33333333333333>
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